Forget and Remember/.

I screwed chinese. Screwed Maths. Screwed Choir SYF Auditions, I think I really lost the grab in singing. (the last time I took voice grading and training was like 8 months ago already.) I'm beginning to think that I'm such a failure. Its so stressful lately. I'm like studying till 12 everyday.. until I actually fell sick haha -.- I suppose I couldn't cope (YET) or something.. So mummy kept my PC and itouch. Seriously it has nothing to do with with studying till late man, not at all. Most of the time I don't touch them at all. After all, I promised daddy that I will never let these devices control my studies right? Why don't you all trust me, all because I fell sick? How do you expect me to sleep earlier than 12 if I have to complete homework + revision every night, with Piano grades and overall commitments coming in?

I think im letting everyone down.

Im depresssed. Screw this.

Stressed/.

Ahaha i know i didnt come for quite some time already. Sorry :(

Super super super stressed lah. These few weeks all tests tests and more tests. Such a screw up omg. And i dont get like, a lot of history that's taught. I mean, History is fun. But Ms Ling's like jumping from problems Historians face to why study History and to something else.. yknow that kind of thing. She totally makes you wonder if they are under the same lesson or separate areas. No matter how many times I read the notes i just can't get it!

Hate myself. Remember how i told myself I'll have to trial and error to see how exactly easy or difficult it is to hit gap 3? Starting to feel doubtful now.

Oh my god.

Imagine /.

Okay, Im gonna spend the next 3 days in Melacca. :)

Till then, bye blog! Can't wait to see everyone again.

It was only just a dream/.

I declare:

THOSE WHO SLEPT LAST NIGHT WHITHOUT BLANKETS ARE HEROS.

Cold max == . I swear i wrapped myself so thick I looked like a human cocoon.

It rained continuously for more than 24 hours already. Massive traffic jam this morning -__- By the time i reached somewhere NEAR The back gate im kinda late already. I told mummy i can't afford to wait anymore so i chionged up. I saw Evelyn & we walked together. But we wasn't exactly marked as late haha, many others were super late too.


You changed. You know what, you arent the old you i used to know anymore. Please stop retorting back cos it just shows alot about you.. Just stop.

Colourblind/.

Chionging History essay now. I swear its killing me D:
Now i regret slacking through the whole of my Saturday. :/


Gonna buy CNY goodies later i think . I cant wait for wednesday to come. Tuan yuan fan ! :D And i'll be visiting Hips too :)


Lately the weather's getting kinda out of hand, Raining like woah since last night. Super cold but hey, nice weather to sleep in right! Hehe.


I was walking around that 158 bus stop Yesterday and i saw this Patch of.. plants?
At first i thought those white stuffs were tissue papers..




But then ..

They are flowers LOL! Phhhhf i thought it was tissue paper . Mummy was like, "You blur la !" HAHAHAHAH.

My randomness is kind of getting out of hand, don't you think.

I shall go back to homework before i forget where i had stopped, bye :)

I would go through all this pain; /.

Time for a Change a blogskin . I felt that the previous skin's getting suckish . Spend quite some time editing this skin , Hope y'all like it :D

These few days has been amazing, i guess. My days in school has been spend laughing away with the new friends I made. :) I still miss the old times in Hips though. Annadine agrees too that deep inside, it still feels empty, pangs of sadness. :(


Yesterday , i had my first Choir session. If you ask me I think its totally different from the way we ran Hipschoir >< For one they run so much more for PT. In fact, I think the 'PT's we led last time is like considered as nothing much compared to this.

Say hello to a new blister on my toe :( Lol k whut.

Hurriedly changed into Uniform afterwards and went to choir room. Omg they had a choir room. Last time we shared with the dancers the dance studio can! All new ones had to introduce themselves. Name, class and A thing you would do when no one's looking. Okay this is retarded I do almost anything. So i just went with talking with myself.

Looking at the presidents speaking to the whole choir made me remember how it was like being the chairperson of Hipschoir last time. How I would announce important stuffs and there'll be Melissa over there interrupting at the right times with funny stuffs and then everyone would laugh. :( Oh boy I miss the times.

We learned a new song called Ave venom corpus . Yeahh the composition by Morzart. I got into Soprano once again and practiced with the sops. Its really cool on how they learn the song through Solfege. I think its a really good way to learn a song! We sang all the notes using that . Later after the given time ended everyone gathered at the choir room and sang together using the notes. Sounds amazing and we didnt even used the piano or anything.

And I thought woah, this is so so so much better than last time.
Totally looking forward to more :)


I webcam-ed with Angie on thurs . We video called and chatted from 5 something to almost 9 through MSN. You should start believing how amazing we can be. We chatted on Everything and Anything. Omgz i miss her so much. Of course, we didn't fail to laugh ;)

Maybe it's True/.

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Tests start next week, Jiayou!