Do you still remember two years ago? When I had first known you through Jiayu, Eileen etc. I thought you were rather normal until your saw your Humour and trolling in action. And I thought "omg, that's such a cool guy." later we became closer and together with Jiayu I cannot count how many times I have lost my mind laughing with you two. We came up with the funniest shit I swear! Or rather, YOU had more things to share :)
Our epic moments are indefinite with how I found out we really had many things in common (like how you live so nearby and how your neighbour is..) You didn't tell me directly that you are suffering from a long-term disease, but I did sense something was wrong anyway that you were regularly hospitalized a few months ago. Jiayu told me and I tried my best to pray that you were alright.
Today, feb 14 2012 was the day you lost the battle with cancer. You might have fought a lost battle, but you were brave. It is really unfair for someone like you to have this kind of condition. Yet you managed to make us all feel assured and happy. I quote 3 idiots "today, my respect for this idiot suddenly shot up by a lot. "
I cannot believe that all these are happening. Bell, you were the most positive person ever. You had all the reasons in the world not to and your goal was still to try and make US all laugh. I hope that in our next life, we would become friends again. Because you are some of the greatest friends one can ask for. This is truly a great loss of a bright kid, a motivational peer,
a friend that I will miss.
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I saw you today. And you were just lying down there, darker than usual. Eyes closed. A peaceful sense around you. Your specs are nicely folded at the side and you had a cap on.
You had been stong... stay stong at the other side of the world too.
Jiayu cried hard. I don't know what to think.
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