Today is the 29th of February. It happens once every 4 years, so cool right :D Haha, the next time this date would come, it'd be when we're all in year 6... Lol. I have maths test tomorrow (oh the horror it's just like waiting for a nuclear bomb to tick to its destruction and BOOM! I die during the test.) ok maybe not that bad but I have no interest at all in maths! Hais :(
Really need to bring a lot of 补品 to school during the long days like Weds/Thurs... They suck so much cos all humanities are arranged to be the last lesson of the day aka. late afternoons! I'd totally rather these subjs to be taught first thing in the morning... much more awake, yknow? (And they have to give those slots to maths! T__T) So during today's geog I'm like just dozing off and then jerking awake, trying to keep my eyes open but fails, then probably lay down on the table and the cycle repeats itself... so I feel so guilty right now that I MIGHT have missed out a small chunk. Ronald and Jinjie told me that I was like swaying here and there, how I'd jerk myself away from falling asleep LOL. Man, I think I REALLY need to bring some :(
Next point. Since maths is tomorrow... there is nothing more after that! Yayy, CHOIR CAMP MY LOVE, COME SOON.
Actually.. today kinda sucked. I realised how people never notice what I do.... maybe, till the day comes when I stop doing it. I hope I'll never resort to that... but it really depends if I can keep myself from snapping. Kaleidoscope ticket ordering, class party... taught me so many things. I'm especially disappointed with this. You called me last year to order tickets from you to watch a certain genre of music that doesn't concern me in any way, but I still went. I thought it was good exposure and it helps you anyway. But I went there and sat by myself, on a separate circle alone beside strangers, and I tried to enjoy the concert. I thought it was quite nice, really but I really cannot stand is that you chose not to support me... all because your friends did not. I mean if you cannot make it, it's okay, I understand. What I can do is to spread the performances we are doing and how people can come and listen for a eargasm experience, not force all my friends to come all for me, definitely a no. But the case is obviously not like that. I'm sorry that after I saw what you did from behind; I went to cancel tickets I originally, deep from inside me really wanted to support you and go. I felt really unappreciated and I realized, I need to learn how to say no too.
Thank you, Daniel, Jansen, Jovan. Our love for musicals is a shared one. I will definitely put in a lot of effort to ensure that you guys will not regret the performance of world class Wicked & Phantom of the Opera. Of course, the support is mutual isn't it?
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