2016

Guess it's time to really re-evaluate what you want out of this holiday, into 2016, and beyond 2016.

Frankly,  there are many areas for you to improve on. Though doors have closed, it only means you have more time to constantly reflect and improve on who you are as a person. So, you are going to do exactly that. It is going to be difficult, and I know it would be scary, but do not fear the expectations you have set for yourself.

Dear God, I pray that you can see more than what you perceive of your life. you don't want to be average, but who are you to judge what is "average"?

You are very blessed indeed to have a choir concert to work towards, one carolling opportunity, and as ED of DHAP next year. You have enough on your plate. Weren't you the one telling others not to fret because you are YOUR own best?

Here are more important things that you probably should work towards to. You want to explore some of your interests, preferably in voice. You want to be consistent in your academic work and actually start receiving quality grades in all your subjects (including improving your shit attitude towards Math). You ought to be humble and serve the community because you believe in helping the community within your capacity. You want to continue to give your all in your co-curriculars because that is where you learn, invaluably, about yourself as a person. You want to maintain happy and healthy relationships with your family and friends. You want to be someone less judgmental, less irritable and more approachable. You want to work hard for breakthroughs in the concert you have been blessed with next year.

You want to be someone who will remain unabashed even in bad times.

And I am going to hold your word for it!

You better not let me down. :)