The Wizard and I.: 2011

Friday, December 30, 2011

I wish nothing but the best for you

I don't know. Maybe some time in our lives, we are supposed to feel alone. To feel really unwanted, unloved. Ignored by everyone around you, and just to be put very simply - lonely.


Anyway, back to online games lately (boo, bad sign) cause homework is done and extra work isn't really an option... Hehe. So, tomorrow's new years eve! Stay tuned then. I have a little thing that's at least, interesting to me for sharing tomorrow. Will update the blog then. Ciaos!

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Alright, so what I wanted to say was that I'm finally having my wedding party in Audition. Like, for the first time. In what, 2 years. Attended a lot of weddings but never mine -shy- HAHA. Erm yeah, but before you guys start rolling your eyes over how disgusting a online couple sounds or whatever I just want to point out, he is my friend. Great trolling buddy. LOL AND WE BOTH NEVER TRIED THIS SO I THOUGHT IT'S A GOOD IDEA xD friends4lyf.


Right so in between all those hard time trying to study and coming online we got that 5 hearts :)

And then i forgot to SS a lot of things LOL but we passed the first try!
(low score cos I didn't dare to chance till the l'perfects are passed :/ )

Cause of 3 syncs someone got yo' flower


Yay! Before school holidays start were are trying to chiong to the second ring. Since homework's done xD then MIA again i guess. For another year.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry christmas :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

Rachel and Blaine


Wishing all an extraordinary merry christmas. "Underneath the mistletoe, hold me tight and kiss me slow. It's a very very merry merry christmas."

Hope you all had a good one. All the presents, food... :) etc. And I went to watch Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol with Annadine, Keith, Ming song and Gabriel. Thanks for the wonderful christmas eve.

2012 is coming, fingers crossed.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I told you so.

Epic and wise quotes

Man is born with two ends: one to sit on, and one to think with. Since the beginning of time, man's success or failure has been determined by the end he uses most.


And I also quote someone saying, "Attitude. That must be it. "

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Give me a second I- I need to get my story straight.

Shall just unload some photos here.

And after this, I will probably disappear for awhile. Already deleted Tumblr and made all restrictions of myself from Twitter. Will refrain from facebook (not completely, if not I'll be so cut off from the outside world -_-) but Blogger, shall be an occasional rant/update :)

I'm sorry if it seems selfless posting all picts with, if possible, only my face :O Cause it isn't safe to post too many picts of people who are not - uh, me LOL. The erm real stalkers might come u__u~ because its my blog, its understood that I already know that those things might be in store for me... so hard to explain but just, no, I don't like posting a lot of picts of others if possible for the sake of them alright.

Tried the slide thingy @ T3 :) it's like a 3-level slide!

Called a 孔明灯, wishes are written on it and then somewhat like a hot air balloon, something inside is lit up and it rises... rises...

Very, very pretty formation of clouds from the mountains in view from our hotel. 

I have no idea whats this. (do you? It'd be nice to relieve me of this.) It's like soursop, even the insides but surprisingly, it's not sour at all u__u They call it in hokkien, i think, called lin kin or something. Is it soursop, anyone?

Very wise words from 佛光山, a temple.

Ten drum village! A drum performance, something like uhh Natas, if you happen to visit Korea before :o Very hard to explain

日月潭

A village amusement park. It's spongebob themed! Very cute :3



野柳. Its a park by the seaside, where all the rocks have been eroded by sea and water and some turned very pretty... Like the one above. It's called 女王头 (ring any bells now?) Super windy and cold!



Taipei 101. Lunch on the 85th floor :)

Monday, December 12, 2011

BACK FROM TAIWAN :)

Hahaha fun 7 days! Nothing much to say about the trip (you can thank me now on bended knees how you can be spared of all the boredom of an information-loaded post, muahaha..) except how it was really heaven for *cough* food lovers like me :P


Really miss all the food there :( yknow, all the food I've tried from the shihlin store in sg, I got to try the real stuff there. Their chicken chop is like one whole big piece with some bones in it and all, really authentic. And their mee sua, the (weird) boss of that shop 阿宗面线 doesn't provide any seats so you just stand there with a bowl slurping it all. In fact, however you want to eat it, it doesn't matter. And human creativity knows no bounds... :)

Lastly, 木瓜牛奶 and 珍珠奶茶 are kinda last season. 蜂蜜苦瓜汁 is the new sexy yo :D Don't be put off by the name, its probably the best drink you get to try. Cooling and unique taste!


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Rumour has it.

Hello all! -I flash you an award winning smile-


Really nothing much to do nowadays, its just completing the day's share of homework and then 'slacking' all the way. Nothing much to rant about too (well unless you count how I seriously think that Mr Ong is trolling us all by giving us question in his 'Level 1' section that have answers that make us feel insecure about aka lvl 12345678 standard, and then it actually gets easier wtaf. I bet his motive is to make us feel like stopping at just a few questions, Just saying) :/ Decided to patch back all the games that I haven't touched for quite a long time, guess it doesn't hurt to play a litter more now ^^

Oh. By the way. Are all those Lepak, Nazrin, Oh!Belog real humans :( Cos if you are, thanks for visiting!! <3 .... No. Can y'all freaking stop spam tagging its getting on my nerves how many times I have to log into cbox to ban you guys, then delete your pointless messages and then extending your ban from 2 weeks to forever (muahaha!) and at the looks of how many IP addresses of your extended family I have banned from tagging and YOU GUYS STILL APPEAR *gasp*... does fertility genes run in the family, or..?

Sorry for such a terrible post, because I am a fan of basically the weirdest things so even if I dedicate posts about them it isn't really impactful :( I am truly a boring person to have anything interesting to update.

And I told myself I have to change for the better this holidays. (a little like 'christmas resolutions' if there is such a thing, hehe) I guess you will have to stop doing something pulling you down and start doing something to pull you up, so yeah. I included maths in the daily share of homework and also went to register for tuition :o Cos I really feel that I was lucky for maths this year and this just isn't the way to go for me, registering would be admitting I have a problem and I believe that is the first step to going for the better :)

Friday, November 4, 2011

Damn Unpretty

POT OF GOLD IS OUT GLEEKS!! It's amazing :') Quinn, the new glee club, Puck and Shelby ( < about this, omg -_-) Anyway go see the new ep ya :D


& I decided to delete my Tumblr. But I'm gonna do it slowly, cos I can't afford to spend time on that blog anymore. It's super fun but I realised some other stuff that caused me to have major headaches so, I'll change url, play on for awhile more then delete it. So I can have back my old url which I still like alot when I want it back again ^^ think it's a good idea.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Getting to know you

It's a quarter after 12~ I'm all alone and

I decided to blog. :/

Okay, nothing much these few days but IT'S THE LAST DAY OF ACADEMIC YEAR 2011 TOMORROW <3 Time flies so fast, it only seems like yesterday when I just stepped into DH and got to know everyone, had orientation... fine cutting out on those cheesy mushy pickup lines cos we're still in the same class next year yo. Anyway, Choir's gonna have another performance soon and I need to get this black blouse :( So during public holiday on Wednesday I literally went on a manhunt (itemhunt?) with dad man. Haha love how we do things :) Bills, food, some DIY stuffs and we drank Mr Bean together! ^^ But giant didn't have any long-sleeved blouse (-_-) so we went to G2000 (unwillingly HAHA) and I was like staring into their large portrait mirror... and Dad brought over a black blouse and pressed it against my back and said "哇, 就像是量身定做的!"

Not sure if it's my madness or what, but for a moment i thought what I saw in my dad's eyes were his daughter trying on her wedding dress (?!) LOL omg. Madness I tell you. Went home happy as ever :)


p.s Stupid cursed cheese brain.. I lost my phone. -.- I am amazing. And do I once again need to declare.. that I'm still not drained of my blurness, not at all.

Friday, October 21, 2011

And I am happygirl98 :)

Just so happy that I attained satisfying grades for EOY. They might not be the best, but to me, it's enough. I thought I'd get C for maths, really do. But all those hard work since the failure (yes, failure.) of CA1, I got an A. Omg I was like really shocked and felt my eyes tear up just that little bit. I sincerely believe that all those efforts.. were worth it.

Really pity the teacher who marked my History SBQ, he wrote like 5 ATQs in my paper and almost failed me :( sorry! Maybe next time you shouldn't give us weird empires with picture sources that are super unclear. Apparently the answers say that they were digging out a HUMAN HEART from the human being sacrificed but the picture kinda shows that the person performing the sacrifice is holding a round-bottomed flask -_-

Aesthetics Nite last night with AEP and MEP students :) You can see Mok and our artworks at the back *hehe* but other than that it was quite normal lah. The grand finale performance was quite... idk actually the night wasn't much of a success due to the aircon, mic and food problems. But whatever, nice way to end of 2 days of 打击 from the papers.


Currently watching gossip girl season 5 ^^

Sunday, October 16, 2011

YO! :)
THE EOYs ARE FINALLY OVER! Are you happy? Yes I'm happy :D

Whilst doing the science paper on Thursday I think the year 3s in the opposite block ended 15mins earlier than us and we can totally hear screams erupting from their classes. You can really make out class after class of papers finally being collected then students dismissed, them starting to scream and the teachers desperately trying to shut them up. I was trying to check my paper though and I couldn't help but smile at hearing their noises. I can taste the sweetness of freedom already :)

Finally went through the painstaking process of collecting the papers one by one and our invigilator was like "You can scream, but only after I leave the class." LOL OKAY, so after she left everyone was like giving the poker face and looking at each other to see if we should scream or not. Thanks to Daniel for breaking the silence!! I started dancing around the room like an idiot and was like


This time, I really felt that i placed in my 100%. :)


Went to support 1E for interclass on Friday! Kinda shocked at first that Lynette, Tiffany, Jovan and I were the only non-competitors from the class that went to support. I mean, that's kinda pathetic :( but together with the substitutes and boys who weren't playing while the girls were and vice versa, it sort of looks like we have a lot of supporters ^^ I'm glad everyone made a point to cheer while asked to! And there was no awkwardness, the guys and girls all came to put our hands together in the middle to form a circle to cheer, it really shows our bond :') The good news? Both Netball girls and Basketball guys made it into the Semi finals!

On Monday, we shall see what results our efforts takes us to. 加油, 中一(E)班! :D

* Discovered a really cool site, http://www.rainymood.com/. Click on it! They are right, the rain makes everything better. And as I was typing this entry, it was 'raining' all along... :)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Aim for the stars.

Happy Childrens' Day!! :D Its october already. October please be nice to me, no more blows likee september's please. I mean, It'd be nice if the first 2 weeks of you fast by a tad bit faster.. :)

Xiaoxiao came over just now and handed childrens' day presents hehe ^^ Ky and I both got one! Though she gave me a warning of "Your last present ever ok." ): ): Mj came out of his room woah and asked where was his. Hahaha super cute okay! She was like

"You're not a kid anymore o.o"
"But I'm only 18! :("

Omg its so delicious chocolatey and crispy :) Snacking while mugging~

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Fun.


Me: I just realised we've been painting the whole time, it's 4 now and we haven't eaten anything yet.
Ethan: See i told you my name is interesting.
Me: Yeah you're the first Ethan I've ever met.
Yuinpeng: Same here. You're the first person i know who'sEthan and still alive.

I just thought that the puns are funny ;D It's caught during Aep today, we skipped lunch just to finish our painting HAHA such hardworking people! ^^ In the end 4 of us (incl. Natasha) finished our four-piece painting and pieced them together (before mounting), and I swear it was so beautiful looking. I'm so proud of us! :) Our efforts have paid off.

The best part is that, we painted each strip individually so when it's actually able to fit together, I was super happy :) A little background info, the original painting by Monet is http://www.claudemonetworks.com/painting/jean-monet-on-his-hobby-horse and we had to localise it. Meaning giving it a little feature of Singapore.so we decided on something like those boys from fighting spiders (HAHA) with a old playground background. :D


Off for EOY preps, Jiayou all! 13 days more to freedom :)
p.s Maths 2006 paper is hard omg. I'm like staring at some questions blankly thinking what is this.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Time?

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has a bank. Its name is Time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow". You must live on the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success.
The clock is running. Make the most of today.
Credits to whoever think that I might have taken it from you. Cos i saw this EVERYWHERE so yes.


Hope this inspires y'all to start mugging. Wait I mean, ME myself included. This leaves me with 9 more days to the EOYs, and I'm seriously unsure if I'm working hard, at all.

Why, why am I so slow.

Monday, September 19, 2011

And back..

Hello, falling-frombelow @ BLOGSPOT :) *gleams with pride

Notice how everyone forget about blogger nowadays. Even i myself jumped the ship but i realised that this little place is still where I feel most comfortable in writing how I feel at heart :) So hello.


Time flies super fast, it's September already and just went through another series of common test. Worn out. And right now, EOYs are right smack in front of me. Lol I'm not certain if I'm confident or not already. I feel so, so guilty for slacking, all those studying-only-before-the-test-date-and-clinch-an-acceptable-grade thing, my conscience is speaking for myself. What am I doing. Omg I deserve a slap. A pulling up of the socks. Saw the EOY maths paper not long ago, positive that I might flunk.

I will stand through all fears, you alone will not bring me down.

Felling so much better now. Okay, catch me @falling-frombelowtumblr. Till the next time, :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Beautiful.

Sometimes, you have to be yourself to be truly beautiful.

Whats the point, if you're gonna

look in a way others do,
talk in a way others do,
dress in a way others do,

act in a way others do?

the worst that could ever happen, is when you start to deceive you yourself.
of what you really are.

Picture source from Lovequotes@tumblr :)

Monday, June 20, 2011

Why.

I should
Probably
Stop
Thinking
so much,
and
start
Plunging
into a
deep
sleep.
Where
i need not
wake up,
falling
down
down
down
down
down.
Where
i need not
care about
Possibly
Anything.


I'm sorry. I hate it when i think im the cause for your world plunging down.

i really am. and im willing to do whatever it takes to solve

everything.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I n n e r P e a c e :)


Hello to this little blog which had been mine for 3 years already :) Yeah kinda sorry i think i flew away for a little too long. But im back yeah! And yes, Peace. Exactly what i need right now considering the events of the past few days.

Its the holidays already. Yes results came out that was so-so at least i dont feel guilty raiding the fridge now :) In fact 2 weeks flew by and i didnt do much work at all (Oh the horror ): ) . Im seriously wondering if i can complete everything before the holidays end man. 4 weeks just aint enough!!

But i miss everyone okay. D: LOL i spent this few days tumblr-ing/reading fanfic/facebook-ing/tweeting omg nothing productive at all! Tsk.

Tomorrow its y1 choristers gathering (aka criminals illegal gathering) and its like the only fun event in my holidays so far. Cos staring at your comp screen and doing work just isnt fun. cant wait to see everyone again :)

As for you, i feel terribly confused. Actually, im wondering why you would trouble someone like me with such a question. shit happens.
Brushing it off, brushing it off :D

Okay off to enjoy a bit more before i start to mug ): Peace! *refer to top*


~

Thursday, May 19, 2011

More than words.

I found this song :)






Anywhere you are I am near,
Anywhere you go I'll be there.
Anytime you wisper my name, You'll see.
Every single promise I'll keep,
Cause what kind of guy i would be.
If i was to leave when you need me most.

What are words if you really dont mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then that's all?
When it's love yeah you say them loud.
Those words, they never go away.
They live on,
even when we're gone..

And i know an Angel was sent,
Just for me and i know I'm meant,
To be where I am and I'm gonna be.
Standing right beside her tonight,
And i'm gonna be by your side.
I would never leave when she needs me most.



And if you don't know the story behind him.

He had a really beautiful fiance and everything was quite okay. Until she met a terrible accident and is half-vegetable now.

You can guess that the lyrics are for her.

I admire this guy. :')

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Hello world/.

I have a story to share :D

One, young, academically excellent person went to apply for a managerial position in a big company.
He passed the first interview. The director who did the last interview, made the last decision.


The director discovered from the CV that the youth's academic achievements were excellent all the way, from the secondary school until the postgraduate research. He never had a year when he did not score.


The director asked, "Did you obtain any scholarships in school?" The youth answered "none".


The director asked, " Was it your father who paid for your school fees?" The youth answered, "My father passed away when I was one year old. It was my mother who paid for my school fees."


The director asked, " Where did your mother work?" The youth answered, "My mother worked as a clothes cleaner. The director requested the youth to show his hands. The youth showed a pair of hands that were smooth and perfect.


The director asked, " Have you ever helped your mother wash the clothes before?" The youth answered, "Never, my mother always wanted me to study and read more books. Furthermore, my mother can wash clothes faster than me."


The director said, "I have a request. When you go back today, go and clean your mother's hands and then see me tomorrow morning."


The youth felt that his chance of landing the job was high. When he went back, he happily requested his mother to let him clean her hands. His mother felt strange, but with mixed feelings, she showed her hands to her son.


The youth cleaned his mother's hands slowly. His tears fell as he did that. It was the first time he noticed that his mother's hands were so wrinkled and that there were so many bruises in her hands. Some bruises were so painful that his mother shivered when they were cleaned with water.


This was the first time the youth realized that it was this pair of hands that washed the clothes every day to enable him to pay the school fee. The bruises in the mother's hands were the price that the mother had to pay for his graduation, academic excellence and his future.


After finishing the cleaning of his mother hands, the youth quietly washed all the remaining clothes for his mother.


That night, mother and son talked for a very long time.


Next morning, the youth went to the director's office.


The Director noticed the tears in the youth's eyes and asked, " Can you tell me what you did and learned yesterday in your house?"


The youth answered, " I cleaned my mother's hands, and also finished cleaning all the remaining clothes.'


The Director asked, " Please tell me your feelings."


The youth said, Number 1, I know now the meaning of appreciation. Without my mother, there would not be the successful me today. Number 2, by working together and helping my mother, only now I realize how difficult and tough it is to get something done. Number 3, I have come to appreciate the importance and value of family relationship.


The director said, " This is what I am looking for in my new manager.
I want to recruit a person who can appreciate the help of others, a person who knows the sufferings of others to get things done, and a person who would not put money as his only goal in life. Son,you are hired."



So inspiring :') And.. Its like the story that came out of chinese paper right xD Tsk!







Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Karma/.

I'm depressed. Terribly.

Happy birthday to Bobo and Joleen :) Love ya lots!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Its time to move on.

All this took place in a nursery of a rich guy's home. He had 2 kids and this room was specially made as a playroom for them.

There was a drawing table. On it, there's a blank piece of paper.




a blank piece of paper.



And a box of colour pencils.

It had always been spending time with the box of colour pencils. Without fail.






The colour pencils were always there for the paper, all the time. And as they spent time together, the colour pencils make a point to colour the paper. Although they'd take long to fully colour the paper, they still did it. Bit by bit. They beautified the paper, and in return, the paper allows them to sharpen their tips. They were happy with each other.




Good things didn't last for a long time.
One day, a pen suddenly appeared on the drawing table.

This wasn't any normal pen. It looks really elegant; its black coat matching the paper. When it writes on the paper, its ink was beautiful and its tip goes smooth against the paper. Soon, the paper 'fell in love' with the pen. Instead of spending time with the colour pencils.. she started spending more time with this pen. Ever matched 'pen & paper' ? Well, thats what happened in this case.

The colour pencils were neglegted. They tried to colour the paper from time to time, but it would always tell them 'another day', and go on having fun with the pen. Sometimes, the children would come over and use the colour pencils - they would always forget to sharpen them after using. The colour pencils tip's were blunt; they asked if they could shade on the paper to sharpen themselves but once again.. you know the reply.

The colour pencils were hurt. Very hurt.

As the paper and pen goes lovey dovey, the paper changed alot too. Its world revolved around the Pen. Everything was about the pen. the paper would only allow the pen to write on it. Somehow, the colour pencils did not exist anymore. The paper once said "I can't live without my colour pencils. Without them, the world would be nothing." It was all a lie, the colour pencils thought.

Due to lack of care from the children and lack of concern from their only friend, one by one, the colour pencils start to get missing. Last time, the paper would have always ensured they're confortably nestled in their pencil case. But now, since it's busy with other things, it no longer takes care of that. They got misplaced by the children or rolled off the table, into a dark corner somewhere and can't be reached. Soon, most of the colour pencils were gone.


The paper thought her life was really good..
until one day, she saw the pen having fun with the children's drawing book.

She was hurt - she thought she was the only one that mattered to the pen.
She went to confront him. And his reply was "You're only a piece of paper. When all you're sides are filled, you'll be boring. I can doodle all i want on the drawing book."

--

The paper was really really hurt this time. She went back to the usual drawing table, sobbing. She was used. As she cried, she hoped for the colour pencils to come and talk to her, to comfort her.. But they didnt. She realised something was wrong and looked into the pencil box.


They were'nt there anymore.


This was when she got the rude awakening. She realised that all these while.. only the pen existed to her, and not the colour pencils. She forgot to spend time with them. She forgot to essure that they were good. She forgot.. she forgot. She realised too, that


They were who she really needed.


At times she was loney, they would amuse her. When she was down, they would cheer her up. When she feels lousy, they would sit together with her and cool down. When they're playing together, it was when real memories were made. Bit by bit, she was filled up with colours. THEY filled her up with colours.


But it was too late.

She can't get them back anymore.


--


4 Years later. The paper had yellowed with age - All these years after her regretting chioce, she spend each day sobbing.. feeling remorseful. The children got other colour pencils too, but none of them can replace the old colour pencils she knew.


Until one day, the rich guy installed a mirror in the nursery.

The paper looked into it. She saw ..


Herself, with faded, almost gone ink.

But pencil strokes with colours still as vivid as before.


--



This is dedicated to someone. I thought I'd be blunt, and created this story for you.

I hope you at least understand what does the white paper, colourpencils, pens, colouring.. etcetc stand for. Lately the way you're acting a way which isn't what i , and many other people, like.

You've changed alot. You did lost alot of friends because of this. But do know that there's still a group of us who have faith in you.



On a lighter note, Hey it's Rebecca Black tomorrow! :)

"But pencil strokes with colours still as vivid as before.."

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Quick/Mega-licious update

Woooooh its April~ So fast and yet so slow ): kays ignore the irony.

26 March:

This year was terriblez. I FORGOT TO POST ON MY BIRTHDAY ARGH! T-T So sorry blog i guess i broke my consecutive record.

And i managed to prank lotsov people on April fools' ^^ Hehe i grats myself once again for that lightbulb that appeared on my head on the night before 1Apr. I actually changed my bday to 1st April! Imagine the shock when i went home that night and saw that 40+ people posted on my wall :(

Currently im trying to chiong this Poetry Portfolio thing. There is this poem on life in DHS, and I can't think of what type of Poem to go about, or what to write in it. I get mindblocks. Therefore this freaking mindblock caused me to be one-poem-and-reflection away from completing my soon-to-be-due portfolio. This is how I screw things up.


SYF IS TWO DAYS AWAY. jiayou choir. We can do it right ^^ We went through so much. All those tough intensive training. :) No one's gonna read these, i know but just treat it as a form of encouragement for myself k. Speaking of SYF, i miss 2008's and 2010's. Those memories seem like they're fresh from yesterday. :(

Sunday, March 6, 2011

When its dark/.

I just want holidays to come. I am Mentally and Physically tired. About everything that's going on. ): 加油 Xinyan. 1 more paper, 2 more hands-on left.


Last night. I dreamt about you.Yes,You.I dreamt some really stupid things. When i woke up i went to search for something relevant to that dream. When i found out some stuffs i was.. Disappointed. I realised, all these while, i tried to forget you. But it didn't happen. I failed to do so.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Yay ^^

Hahaha. Just now i went to type my blog url into the bar.. then the webpage that came out was.. some site selling bibles?

Imagine the shock. I thoought my Account was hacked. I went to login immediately and realised the 'hacker' didnt change my password. Neither were my posts changed. I typed :falling-frombelow Again and i realised that the previous webpage (In the suggestions) Was actually falling-frombelow.blogPOT.com.

I'd like to make it clear that I am still not drained of my blurness.

I recovered from falling sick and to prove to mum i guess i took out all the computer and devices part from my life, for the time being. Dad's trying to persuade her to give me back my PC cos borrowing mj's and his to type some report was quite a big trouble. Mummy knows that I don't play the comp or something but the reason she's holding back is "I don't want to see you getting sick." Seriously?!

Well was so-so lah gave up on it already. But Chinese was a total shock haha, Didn't know how I clinched an A. The better thing is that i realised I'm like 2 marks away from an A+ and xie lao shi was like giving me the 'How come?!' look when she gave me my paper :( I'm driven to get one in the next CT.

But something did cheer me up today ^^ I did quite well for science. i took it when i came back from MC (Refer to post below) .. so i thought i would be quite drained of energy to remember anything. And LA too! Hahaha it was a improvement from the previous test.

AND I HAD SERVICE LEARNING AT GEYLANG RIVER :D FUN MAX.

It was super fun omg :)

A shoutout to 16285, thank you so so much.

Upcoming.. History test, Geog test, Science Practical, MARCH BABIES BDAY CELEBRATION :D, Last day of term 1 YAY.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Forget and Remember/.

I screwed chinese. Screwed Maths. Screwed Choir SYF Auditions, I think I really lost the grab in singing. (the last time I took voice grading and training was like 8 months ago already.) I'm beginning to think that I'm such a failure. Its so stressful lately. I'm like studying till 12 everyday.. until I actually fell sick haha -.- I suppose I couldn't cope (YET) or something.. So mummy kept my PC and itouch. Seriously it has nothing to do with with studying till late man, not at all. Most of the time I don't touch them at all. After all, I promised daddy that I will never let these devices control my studies right? Why don't you all trust me, all because I fell sick? How do you expect me to sleep earlier than 12 if I have to complete homework + revision every night, with Piano grades and overall commitments coming in?

I think im letting everyone down.

Im depresssed. Screw this.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Stressed/.

Ahaha i know i didnt come for quite some time already. Sorry :(

Super super super stressed lah. These few weeks all tests tests and more tests. Such a screw up omg. And i dont get like, a lot of history that's taught. I mean, History is fun. But Ms Ling's like jumping from problems Historians face to why study History and to something else.. yknow that kind of thing. She totally makes you wonder if they are under the same lesson or separate areas. No matter how many times I read the notes i just can't get it!

Hate myself. Remember how i told myself I'll have to trial and error to see how exactly easy or difficult it is to hit gap 3? Starting to feel doubtful now.

Oh my god.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Imagine /.

Okay, Im gonna spend the next 3 days in Melacca. :)

Till then, bye blog! Can't wait to see everyone again.

Monday, January 31, 2011

It was only just a dream/.

I declare:

THOSE WHO SLEPT LAST NIGHT WHITHOUT BLANKETS ARE HEROS.

Cold max == . I swear i wrapped myself so thick I looked like a human cocoon.

It rained continuously for more than 24 hours already. Massive traffic jam this morning -__- By the time i reached somewhere NEAR The back gate im kinda late already. I told mummy i can't afford to wait anymore so i chionged up. I saw Evelyn & we walked together. But we wasn't exactly marked as late haha, many others were super late too.


You changed. You know what, you arent the old you i used to know anymore. Please stop retorting back cos it just shows alot about you.. Just stop.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Colourblind/.

Chionging History essay now. I swear its killing me D:
Now i regret slacking through the whole of my Saturday. :/


Gonna buy CNY goodies later i think . I cant wait for wednesday to come. Tuan yuan fan ! :D And i'll be visiting Hips too :)


Lately the weather's getting kinda out of hand, Raining like woah since last night. Super cold but hey, nice weather to sleep in right! Hehe.


I was walking around that 158 bus stop Yesterday and i saw this Patch of.. plants?
At first i thought those white stuffs were tissue papers..




But then ..




They are flowers LOL! Phhhhf i thought it was tissue paper . Mummy was like, "You blur la !" HAHAHAHAH.

My randomness is kind of getting out of hand, don't you think.

I shall go back to homework before i forget where i had stopped, bye :)


Saturday, January 22, 2011

I would go through all this pain; /.

Time for a Change a blogskin . I felt that the previous skin's getting suckish . Spend quite some time editing this skin , Hope y'all like it :D

These few days has been amazing, i guess. My days in school has been spend laughing away with the new friends I made. :) I still miss the old times in Hips though. Annadine agrees too that deep inside, it still feels empty, pangs of sadness. :(


Yesterday , i had my first Choir session. If you ask me I think its totally different from the way we ran Hipschoir >< For one they run so much more for PT. In fact, I think the 'PT's we led last time is like considered as nothing much compared to this.

Say hello to a new blister on my toe :( Lol k whut.

Hurriedly changed into Uniform afterwards and went to choir room. Omg they had a choir room. Last time we shared with the dancers the dance studio can! All new ones had to introduce themselves. Name, class and A thing you would do when no one's looking. Okay this is retarded I do almost anything. So i just went with talking with myself.

Looking at the presidents speaking to the whole choir made me remember how it was like being the chairperson of Hipschoir last time. How I would announce important stuffs and there'll be Melissa over there interrupting at the right times with funny stuffs and then everyone would laugh. :( Oh boy I miss the times.

We learned a new song called Ave venom corpus . Yeahh the composition by Morzart. I got into Soprano once again and practiced with the sops. Its really cool on how they learn the song through Solfege. I think its a really good way to learn a song! We sang all the notes using that . Later after the given time ended everyone gathered at the choir room and sang together using the notes. Sounds amazing and we didnt even used the piano or anything.

And I thought woah, this is so so so much better than last time.
Totally looking forward to more :)


I webcam-ed with Angie on thurs . We video called and chatted from 5 something to almost 9 through MSN. You should start believing how amazing we can be. We chatted on Everything and Anything. Omgz i miss her so much. Of course, we didn't fail to laugh ;)

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Maybe it's True/.

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Tests start next week, Jiayou!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Shooting stars/.

Didn't blog for quite song time already. Sorry guise :(

Kinda busy now i guess. Well life is DHS is quite okay haha. My classmates are a fun bunch of people x)

Its like, on the First day. Everyone was super quiet and sat alone. I scanned the class and didn't see Annadine around but saw Mianqi though. So I just sat with her :) Their flag raising ceremony's interesting LOL. Then they pinned on the school badge on us. I personally think this is super cool haha. We're part of Dunman high now! xD

Then .. We sat for like 2 hours listening to speeches. The principal talked first and I know this is kinda rude but he has the Mrs Tan engrish x) All the wrong singular and plural terms and should be like her, conversing in dialect at home too. And then the year head took over and said exact same things o.o But I did learn a few interesting stuffs from her talk. The year head's our History teacher. I think everyone thought of that.

As an afternote, It is true. :/

After that we had lots of ice-breakers and station games . Well besides Annadine & Mianqi I don't know anyone else. Learnt that we have a Hongkonger in class and that's about it. Major awkward.

It was kinda boring :( Day 2 of orientation 's from 8 until 6 something, so I hope it was better.

Day Two. Hell was I right, Day 2 became super crazy. Everyone started talking to each other and by the time we had recess the girls we chatting together at the table. :) Talked about stuffs like our camps, primary schools. :D Our student councilors joined in and Mr Seow joined too hehe.

Then there was this game, where you take a ball from the make-shift ball pool and throw it at another class. When you got hit, you're out . The objective is to hit the "Royalty" From your opponent class.

I guess they said they wanted someone small and 'hide-able'. I was getting worried when eveyone started looking at me o.o I was like Hey I'm not the shortest here!!

Then before i knew it I had this sash around me that said: QUEEN/KING.

Everyone who was busy throwing balls were like , "QUEEN , WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! HIDE!" "QUEEN , HIDE BEHIND ME!" "RUN LAH YOU !" Hahaha omg. Sad thing is most of the class got hit so when there were like only 10 people left it was easy for the opponent class to spot me. And when It seemed like we're about to win I missed ducking by JUST A SECOND. The ball brushed against my waist. :(

Not fair D: THEIR QUEEN IS SO, SO SMALL AND HIDING IN THAT CORNER! And i saw alot of them not moving out when they got hit! ):

And then everyone started talking to me. But using the name Queen T__T

So we had more games that were fun :DD And the whole orientation ended with a blast. A concert with the orientation theme.

They had party poppers, funny skits, prezzies for all classes and "Most enthu award" which as expected, Daniel got it. Finally , they were like "And year 1s, You know what? We have a surprise for you... ICE CREAM!"

WOAH . The student councilors came with bags of Mars caramel ice-cream bars omg. When we were walking back to the classroom, Annadine was like: Ohmygod should i eat it, Ohmygod should i eat it. We ended up eating it anyway, Its super nice :)

Lessons began:D It was fun. I get to try lots of stuffs, and i think my Form and co-forms are very nice ! Hehe. CCA Orientation was on saturday. No doubts, Choir again for me :D By that time class was quite bonded already. Everyone exchanged numbers!

I like dhs so much more now :) But the promotion criteria seems super scary to me. GPA 2.0 , C in LA? I'm not sure how easy or difficult that is yet, guess I'll have to trial and error.

Tomorrow's thursday. I like tomorrow's timetable. School starts an hour later at 9am and the whole day revolves only around 3 subjects. Oh my :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Gee Gee Gee Gee/.

Hello. Its 4th tomorrow. School's reopening :/

Bye to sleeping for as long as I like.

Bye to endless surfing :(

Bye to slacking, hello to workload again.

Bye to snacking myself while reading on bed, something mummy deem as sinful.

Its so sad right. Back to waking up at 6 in the morning. Back to trying hard to meet deadlines. Back to normal.

But this is gonna be a major change in my life, something I'd look forward to. :)