Leap leap yearrrrr

Hello!

Today is the 29th of February. It happens once every 4 years, so cool right :D Haha, the next time this date would come, it'd be when we're all in year 6... Lol. I have maths test tomorrow (oh the horror it's just like waiting for a nuclear bomb to tick to its destruction and BOOM! I die during the test.) ok maybe not that bad but I have no interest at all in maths! Hais :(

Really need to bring a lot of 补品 to school during the long days like Weds/Thurs... They suck so much cos all humanities are arranged to be the last lesson of the day aka. late afternoons! I'd totally rather these subjs to be taught first thing in the morning... much more awake, yknow? (And they have to give those slots to maths! T__T) So during today's geog I'm like just dozing off and then jerking awake, trying to keep my eyes open but fails, then probably lay down on the table and the cycle repeats itself... so I feel so guilty right now that I MIGHT have missed out a small chunk. Ronald and Jinjie told me that I was like swaying here and there, how I'd jerk myself away from falling asleep LOL. Man, I think I REALLY need to bring some :(

Next point. Since maths is tomorrow... there is nothing more after that! Yayy, CHOIR CAMP MY LOVE, COME SOON.

Actually.. today kinda sucked. I realised how people never notice what I do.... maybe, till the day comes when I stop doing it. I hope I'll never resort to that... but it really depends if I can keep myself from snapping. Kaleidoscope ticket ordering, class party... taught me so many things. I'm especially disappointed with this. You called me last year to order tickets from you to watch a certain genre of music that doesn't concern me in any way, but I still went. I thought it was good exposure and it helps you anyway. But I went there and sat by myself, on a separate circle alone beside strangers, and I tried to enjoy the concert. I thought it was quite nice, really but I really cannot stand is that you chose not to support me... all because your friends did not. I mean if you cannot make it, it's okay, I understand. What I can do is to spread the performances we are doing and how people can come and listen for a eargasm experience, not force all my friends to come all for me, definitely a no. But the case is obviously not like that. I'm sorry that after I saw what you did from behind; I went to cancel tickets I originally, deep from inside me really wanted to support you and go. I felt really unappreciated and I realized, I need to learn how to say no too.

Thank you, Daniel, Jansen, Jovan. Our love for musicals is a shared one. I will definitely put in a lot of effort to ensure that you guys will not regret the performance of world class Wicked & Phantom of the Opera. Of course, the support is mutual isn't it?

Goodbye.

This post is dedicated to a friend, to Bellamy.

Do you still remember two years ago? When I had first known you through Jiayu, Eileen etc. I thought you were rather normal until your saw your Humour and trolling in action. And I thought "omg, that's such a cool guy." later we became closer and together with Jiayu I cannot count how many times I have lost my mind laughing with you two. We came up with the funniest shit I swear! Or rather, YOU had more things to share :)

Our epic moments are indefinite with how I found out we really had many things in common (like how you live so nearby and how your neighbour is..) You didn't tell me directly that you are suffering from a long-term disease, but I did sense something was wrong anyway that you were regularly hospitalized a few months ago. Jiayu told me and I tried my best to pray that you were alright.

Today, feb 14 2012 was the day you lost the battle with cancer. You might have fought a lost battle, but you were brave. It is really unfair for someone like you to have this kind of condition. Yet you managed to make us all feel assured and happy. I quote 3 idiots "today, my respect for this idiot suddenly shot up by a lot. "

I cannot believe that all these are happening. Bell, you were the most positive person ever. You had all the reasons in the world not to and your goal was still to try and make US all laugh. I hope that in our next life, we would become friends again. Because you are some of the greatest friends one can ask for. This is truly a great loss of a bright kid, a motivational peer,


a friend that I will miss.

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I saw you today. And you were just lying down there, darker than usual. Eyes closed. A peaceful sense around you. Your specs are nicely folded at the side and you had a cap on.

You had been stong... stay stong at the other side of the world too.

Jiayu cried hard. I don't know what to think.

Really?

Man I hate changing my ear studs or simply taking them out to wash so much :( I'm forever facing problems with my right ear lobe. I'll put the stud in and realise I can't find the other end, which results in me poking it around inside anyhow (desperate) and then probably end up in pain and bleeding.

So yah you probably can guess that I had to wash them today and the same problem came back to haunt me D: kinda depressed that it's happening AGAIN lol so I just left it to my mum to help me. And she was like poking around to find the thinnest bit of skin to force it through... It was so painful T.T when it was finally through I was just so thankful and was sweating, whining in pain. When I was fitting the other end of the stud on myself, my mum just commented:

"没办法啊，这就是爱美的代价咯。"

Really?
I thought it was a normal part of every girls' life.


Anyway, juniors came to choir YAY! So many of them and thank goodness the trend did continue. When the only girl from 1E introduced herself I was clapping wildly with Carissa :)) I hope they will become a lovely bunch too. Just like all of us. Hehe so we can finally have our reunion dinner! Although CNY is gonna be over tomorrow we waited till now just for the new additions...

Oh did I mention? WE ARE DOING THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA MUSICAL MEDLY THIS YEAR FOR CONCERT!! Double yay :D