The Wizard and I.: December 2013

Thursday, December 26, 2013

The fine lines

Hello World.

After tuition tonight, I went to buy a cup of bubble tea thinking that, well, I did not have one in the longest time ever and also kind of hoped that it will help me stay up later to do some homework. But right now at about 1 a.m. in the morning, screw it, I thought. Not like the solutions to the numerous scary questions I have been staring at in the past week will come to me suddenly. Also, spent the whole day otherwise ticking things off my agenda list so I'd really appreciate a break.

Shall begin with my experience with the Atelier choir first :D

11/12/13, Wednesday
What a beautiful date and day! Truth be told, I was very excited upon hearing about such an opportunity since September when I saw it in the programme booklet for SYC's concert then, We Are Singapore. Afterward, preparations for the atelier choir began and I was really glad that I am able to go for it! This experience really means the world to me. How else can I improve myself as the chorister, perform at such a location (dream come true) and do what I love at the same time? :)

After crazy five-days-in-a-row rehearsals (ONLY), it was showtime. Of course, I was quite pleasantly surprised that in just 5 days of practice, we are able to pull off 5 songs with some kind of expected standard due to the nature of this concert. I'm pretty sure this efficiency is due to the fact that we are all like-minded individuals, or should I say choristers?

Walked from Bugis to SMU for pre-concert prep with my dhschoristers, had (the most effective) stretches, warm-ups and run-throughs before we went for lunch at Yoshinoya. It was really funny because we argued a lot on where to go to; we firstly wanted to get to Plaza Sing (The Cathay was visible from where we were standing, omg) and then while walking in that direction, we passed by a group of atelier people and found out that they wanted to go to City Hall, which made a lot of sense because Esplanade is walkable from there. This made us debate yet again on where to go to, so we decided to follow them after all and walked in the opposite direction. But somewhere along the way due to some intercommunication issues some of us thought that we were still going to Plaza Sing, so we ended up taking the circle line from Bras Basah to Dhoby. This frustrated the hell out of one another because of all the time we had wasted! u_u

After lunch, we chilled at Plaza Sing for a little as we had a lot of time left. Nothing much happened, except that we went into this cute vintage shop, watch teletubbies dancing on stage (SO amusing! My junior, Bryan, and I laughed so hard at that) and then went to Daiso so that the guys could get last minute bright ties and Bryan bought a xmas hat. Made our way to the esplanade stage doors and soon we were having final rehearsals, costume change, dinner and showtime.


Steeping out of our dressing room one last time, which has a toilet, lockers and dressing tables. Did I mention? The backstage of Esplanade is a maze of rooms and aisles which leads to its four main performing areas. In fact, we reached a general consensus that it looks like hospital aisles, design and all, but the rooms remind us of hotel rooms. At around 7 pm, we were waiting in the room and the PA system went: The stage is live. The stage is live. Do not cross the stage. Do not the cross the stage. Haha, professional much?

The SYC had a few songs to perform before us, and we were all waiting and watching them from the live TV backstage. I don't really have stage fright, but I was quite anxious because I am really afraid of this one song called My Soul's Been Anchored In The Lord, and I'm singing S1 -pales- yeah, if you heard the youtube recording, you would know what I mean... -pales even more- Really afraid of not living up to expectations, you know? When I first got onto stage I did freak a little and wished that I had flats instead because I "cannot get a grip" in my court shoes suddenly, and took a little while to find my voice for our FIRST tagalog song and only sops sing the melody/lyrics. No pressure there at all...

But all is well and our 5 songs passed in a blink of an eye. After Paskong, we had intermission where the Atelier needs to run out from the backstage and enter via audience entrance to catch the second half of the concert - as an audience. See, this is really the best of  both worlds. But me, being a rather sentimental AND thick-skinned person, decided to lose all my face to stay back and ask for Mr Velasco's autograph while everyone went off. Thankfully, he did not reject my request and I now have yet another reason to LOVE my Paskong score! I was so happy I skipped down the steps!


His autograph, my ticket and not in this photo, my stage pass. Needless to say, the rest of the concert was awesome and I loved all the Tagalog songs. I enjoyed myself so much, some parts were so funny! Christmas spirit, guys~


Snuck a prohibited photo of the Concert Hall while seated. Wish I did so while I had the POV of a performer.

This event practically wraps up my eventful 2013 year. To be honest, I am both looking forward and dreading next year. If things do go as planned, next year will be a pretty eventful year as well - with what is probably a lot of commitments. I also have many personal goals in mind that I hope I can slowly develop in the coming year.

Lately, I have also been browsing through winter boots, windbreakers, coats and outwear (online shopping is unhealthy, guys) and I really couldn't help but want to go overseas :( somewhere cold, preferably. Hopefully my family will go on with our plans for Japan after my brother's psle.

With this post, happy new year.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Christmas Without End

It's 12.31AM - It feels extremely surreal, because my performance is just 19 hours away. I am overwhelmed at how we executed 5 pieces in just 5 rehearsals, and tomorrow we will be facing at 1000+ audience at Esplanade. It is a really really rare opportunity and I cannot believe that I will get to experience this performance! Such a great honor as a chorister! :)

This concert is titled Pagdiriwang, which means "celebration" in Tagalog. This is because our guest conductor is Mr Velasco from the Philippines. After having his masterclasses with dhschoir in 2012 and 2013, I was really thrilled to meet him once again! His sense of humor never fails to crack us up, and I had really benefited from him, like I became much brighter.

I'll end off this post by sharing one of the Tagalog songs we are presenting this concert (haven't been sharing song lyrics since last year.) It is a combined piece known as Paskong Walang Hanggan, and its translation can be found in the title. I am immensely blown away by the melody and upon knowing the english translation of the song, I just fell in love with it once more because the melody really brings out the atmosphere of this song! (Help - becoming a choir geek...)

Play and read at the same time! :)


Tinanong mo sakin kung ano ang gusto ko
You asked me what I want for Christmas,
Upang mapaligaya ang aking pasko
so that my Christmas would be happy.
Bakit mo pa kaya sabihin sa akin yan?
... why did you have to ask that?
Para namang kasi hindi mo pa alam
As if you didn't know.

Ang aking araw-araw ay iyo nang iniba
You have changed my life,
Mula pa noong ikaw ay aking nakilala
from the moment I knew you.
Pinasayaw ang ikot ng aking munting mundo
You changed every turn of the world, 
Binigyan ng dahilan ang bawat oras at minuto
You gave me a reason for every hour and minute.
Ang bawat kong pangarap iyong pinalitan
You changed all my hopes and aspirations.
Binigyan ako ng lakas, tiyaga at tapang
You gave me strength and courage,
Na harapin ang bawat tanong at pag-aalinlangan
to face every question and every doubt
Dahil alam kong ikaw ay katabi ko lamang
because I know that you are right here beside me.
At sa tuwing pagsikat at paglubog ng araw
At every sunrise and sunset,
Nagsisimula at nagwawakas sa salitang "ikaw",
every day begins and ends with the word, "you".
Kaya’t huwag mo nang itanong kung ano pa sa akin ay kulang
So please don't ask me what I still need,
Dahil bawat araw kasama ka ay Paskong walang hanggan
because every day I am with you feels like Christmas without end.