Forget and Remember/.

I screwed chinese. Screwed Maths. Screwed Choir SYF Auditions, I think I really lost the grab in singing. (the last time I took voice grading and training was like 8 months ago already.) I'm beginning to think that I'm such a failure. Its so stressful lately. I'm like studying till 12 everyday.. until I actually fell sick haha -.- I suppose I couldn't cope (YET) or something.. So mummy kept my PC and itouch. Seriously it has nothing to do with with studying till late man, not at all. Most of the time I don't touch them at all. After all, I promised daddy that I will never let these devices control my studies right? Why don't you all trust me, all because I fell sick? How do you expect me to sleep earlier than 12 if I have to complete homework + revision every night, with Piano grades and overall commitments coming in?

I think im letting everyone down.

Im depresssed. Screw this.

Stressed/.

Ahaha i know i didnt come for quite some time already. Sorry :(

Super super super stressed lah. These few weeks all tests tests and more tests. Such a screw up omg. And i dont get like, a lot of history that's taught. I mean, History is fun. But Ms Ling's like jumping from problems Historians face to why study History and to something else.. yknow that kind of thing. She totally makes you wonder if they are under the same lesson or separate areas. No matter how many times I read the notes i just can't get it!

Hate myself. Remember how i told myself I'll have to trial and error to see how exactly easy or difficult it is to hit gap 3? Starting to feel doubtful now.

Oh my god.

Imagine /.

Okay, Im gonna spend the next 3 days in Melacca. :)

Till then, bye blog! Can't wait to see everyone again.